Monday, January 17, 2011

17/1/2011

i thought i can put everything down and let go.
and i also thought i can move on with him.
i seemed happy.
but the truth is,
why i couldnt feel that myself is really happy?
what am i thinking?
i have all the things i want now.
except you.
i saw you. my heart still beating fast.
i miss you.
i still dreaming about you.
i scared to tell others.
i lie to myself.
"i am happy and i am already forgotten you in my life"
pretending.
why i never felt like this before?
over half year.
i have been suffering.
i really miss him.
what can i do?
continue to pretend what i am doing now?

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