17/1/2011

i thought i can put everything down and let go.
and i also thought i can move on with him.
i seemed happy.
but the truth is,
why i couldnt feel that myself is really happy?
what am i thinking?
i have all the things i want now.
except you.
i saw you. my heart still beating fast.
i miss you.
i still dreaming about you.
i scared to tell others.
i lie to myself.
"i am happy and i am already forgotten you in my life"
pretending.
why i never felt like this before?
over half year.
i have been suffering.
i really miss him.
what can i do?
continue to pretend what i am doing now?

HOLIDAYS

what the helll...
im so bored with my days in ipoh during this semester break.
all i need is money money and money.
i wanna buy all my clothes.
and luckily,
my present arrived !
converse red high heels had finally arrived in my huggie =)
wheeee.
yet,
im still bored with my holidays.
adui.
im feeling like wanna die la.
as you know,
my home got no internet.
everyday sleep sleep and sleep.
macam babi sekali.
wanna go back kampar as soon as possible la.
better than here.
fat mou.
aiks.
wanna find friend go out pun susah. apala.
finding something to do to fulfill my boredom.