Tuesday, June 19, 2012

LOVE, WHY CANT BE SIMPLE?

sometimes i really dont know why make things become complicated
what so confusing about?
two persons love each other just together la
why should be[ him waiting her ]
or [her waiting him]?
what are you waiting for?
for me,
i dont wait to love.
when i found my love,
i will catch it
as i dont want it to become late.
cherish a person before its too late.
when the moment you really lost it,
you wont be able have the chance anymore.

not because of the one who dumping you, makes you feel wanting them back
it because we, human, dont wanna to be regret.
maybe it is worthless,
but at least you know you used all of your effort to get it back.
and you wont be regret anymore.
maybe.

thousands advice maybe heard,
but how many person do exactly what those advice told to do?
everyone have the humanity,
sometimes, feeling just cant be control.
you may feel anxiety, angry, sad to love
all of the emotions are so hard to be controlled.

why loving a person seemed so hard?
you may consider about the future,
but in a relationship doesnt means that you both are getting married or engaged,
it just a testing to live together.
maybe your thinking would not same with mine or you dont agree
this is what i think.
if you think its worth it,
and the person loves you,
dont wait too long.
cause when the feeling gone,
nothing you can do anymore to get it back.

i wont force somebody to be with me,
i will wait,
my commitment is real
same to my love.
i never play with love,
love is just something fragile to handle.




Monday, June 18, 2012

那个女人


  • 有个男人爱着你
  • 用心爱着你
  • 那个男人爱着你
  • 彻底爱着你
  • 他情愿变成影子
  • 守护着你跟随着你
  • 那个男人爱着你
  • 心却在哭泣
  • 还需要多久 多长 多伤
  • 你才会听见他没说的话
  • 坚强像谎言一样
  • 不过是一种伪装
  • 他只希望有个机会能被你爱上
  • 还需要多久 多长 多渴望
  • 你才会走向他
  • 贴在他的身旁
  • 微笑像谎言一样
  • 是最起码的假装
  • 眼泪只能躲藏
  • 那个男人爱着你
  • 忘记了自己
  • 从此他小心翼翼
  • 静静等待爱情
  • 他情愿选择相信
  • 为了你不言不语
  • 那个男人爱着你
  • 伤埋在回忆
  • 无论要 多久 多长 多伤
  • 他还是爱着你 一如往常
  • 就好像一个傻瓜
  • 对着那空气说话
  • 他会不会有个机会能被你爱上
  • 还需要多久 多长 多渴望
  • 你再回头想他
  • 贴在他的身旁
  • 微笑像谎言一样
  • 是最起码的假装
  • 眼泪只能躲藏
  • 那个男人就是我
  • 你知道吗
  • 还是知道却假装不知道吗
  • 问到沙哑
  • 你也不会回答
  • Sunday, June 17, 2012

    MAY & JUNE

    these two months,
    i experienced a lots. 
    i entered my first beauty pageant contest. 
    i was accompanied my best friend casandra.
    and the result was, 
    everyone can guess,
    i didnt even make it to final.
    i was a little bit angry,
    but i will still get over it.
    i met a bunch of new friends.
    they was so friendly and i was so happy.
    they made me a memorable days,
    so sad that i cant together with them till the end.



















    other than that, 
    finally i found a trustable hair saloon. 
    "CHILLI"
    eugene, andy, cream and kenny. 
    they are really good hairstylist.
    this saloon is one of the sponsor of the contest.
    they teached me how to kickboxing too.
    its very fun and pain and sweat really a lot!
    i very enjoyed the days until everything is going to change soon.
    i wish the day will never come. 
    cant believe that i learned so much things in just a month.





    somehow i just realized,
    the more i know,
    the more i cant handle.
    life is just hard.
    why? god why?
    why people chose to be realistic?
    anyway,
    its okay. i will be fine. 
    i am tough enough i guess.
    look forward for a bright tomorrow! :D