TRUTH

i think myself is a very stupid ppl.why i have such a foolish thinking.everytimes i trust him.i belive every single thing that he told me.i really belive that. yesterday.got ppl tell me again.something that broken hearted.mr.D got feeling on that girl.what de.could u feel what i felt that time?its really fed up.my friend still said.sat night he fetched her back.they kissed in the car and hugged.the moment he disappear from my sight.i got asked him where have he been.he said.ZERO DEGREE.what a good lier.he got come find me after club.cause i requested.he didnt reject.owh.that time my fren also said he dinner with her.i straight call him.he answered.i asked him.where is him and who's with him now.at first he says with fren and changed topic.finally.i asked.is it that girl?he admitted.i hang up the phone and thrown on bed.then.my fren took me went to tesco and cheered me up.thanks my fren.especially jing.she is my buddy that i ever had.same too sakai and chanel too.included wayne gua.i angry.because i care.i love him.why he dont even want to explain to me?i dont think its take much time for an explanation.i have the right to know that too.i told sunny about mr.D.sunny said he already knew it since the first time he date with me.from the face expression.everytimes.msgs made me emotional.what i can say is.IM SORRY.i dont meant to hurt sunny.i do love sunny.but not as deeper as him.i need to give up him already.both.i chosen to give up.single for a moment.let the time pass and everythings will get to be normal back.now.the most important thing is study.i cant disappoint my mummy.this weekend,i will be working at jusco for promoter carlsberg.part time for one month.no money.so need to work.i have no potential for my study.so,i need to work thrice hard to achieve.especially my critical thinking.love stuff just dump aside.i wont care it for now.maybe.but i will do my best not to think that.all i want just a person that i love the most and he suit me somemore care me.not much.a simple guy i also cant get.why?i cant wondering again.i met some new fren in my class.hmm.my assignment group members.assignment are too hard for me.under estimated.LOL.sigh.gonna die soon.update my blog next time.time to study=)and today i will be sleeping early.cause tomoro got class at 8 and i am lacked of sleep.

REUNION

5th JUN2010.that night my ex school mates reunion at dong kui.haha.and some rojak fren.at first we all went to K-TEN for dinner.and then.hahaha.go fok sing sit and ordered 6 bottle of carlsberg.big one la.all share money.cheap cheap.then got free gifts.six packs of cigREttes and two lighter.hoho.but the cigarette left two packs for me and jing only.LOL.at last.still got where to go lea?club la of course.hoho.happy la wey.long time didnt club with them.all crazy like hell especially our malay girl.CASANDRA.stand on the barroom bar table.followed by me.=D
hmm.my relation with new mr.D become normal back.like last time.sweet enough for me.that night he said fetch me back then ends up his bro fetched me home.LOL.anyway.after that he still got accompany me till he sleepy.he is the one who make my anger bigger and my laughter bigger.his little care already makes me happy=) but.he dont give me call him dear any more.i was thinking what i meant to him? a simple fren or close fren?i dont even know.i dont wanna ask.cause i dont want any problem created between me and him.anymore.no more.i feel coldness from him.i dont know.i dont want to think.letting go.as much as good.i am just a stupid girl who hurted in love