FINALLY

two days ago, i am still crazy about wanting him back.
i went out with my friend, Kent.
he told me something that's really change my mind.
before that, no one is telling about his situation and how is he feel now.
he feel stress to be with me.
because of my immature,
i ruined this relation.
but its not my fault also.
i fall to much into this love.
i am underestimated about the power of this love.
finally i am understood.
maybe letting him go,
is a good idea.
no more burden for me and him.
the sky and the world is so big.
what i have is time.
its really need to take time to let everything off of me.
i decided to transfer to kl if i still cant forget him within half year.
means after my foundation.
this environment makes me sad almost everyday.
i had promised myself.
i wont sending any messages to him anymore.
thats only thing i can do now.


long time didnt update my blog.
this blog contained my love story.
everytimes i got anything unhappy things to say,
i will written here.
i learned how to play snooker.
i met new friends too.
i am growing up and being independent.
hope the time will pass fast.
i should study hard too.
here is a video that i made for him.
the memories i never had.
he teaches me many things.
i will never forgot.
i will always love him,
if really one day he comes back,
i will always be there.