heart aching for the last time.
i asked for you to come back and
the final answer you gave me is no.
i really hate myself,
for being like this, fallen too deep.
i missing you every night and need you more than anyone,
with you, i can feel the happiness ever.
i owned my friendship and love with you.
i wanted to angry you,
but i cant. i just cant do this and i dont know why.
maybe everything you told me is just a lie.
but i believe every words that you had said.
when im with you, i never think that someday you will leave me.
and its so fast.
so fast, i need to wake up from my dream again.
the hardest thing for me to forget is the looks you had fall asleep,
and its so funny. cause you will be always snoring loudly until i cant sleep.
nowadays, i can hardly breathe,
because of the memories.
i thought you will hold me on,
i always wrong about it.
you wont anymore.
no more.
i think its time for me to stop this.
the last memories will be always buried here.
i love you. jack wai sheng rong.
although its just a month memories, it contained our one year friendship too.
i will remember how we laughed and shared our happiness together.
JWKY <3 JWSR
i will be happy and move on :')
